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[Sadly she's not going for kinky, she doesn't have the toys for that. But she will take a moment to fluff Dio's hair. It's for her nerves.]

You're...going to try and date Jonathan, right?

[Dio wished it had been about kinky stuff. This was... more difficult to discuss. He went silent for a moment, truly giving the question thought. The internal conflict was written on his face as his brows knit together.]

I don't know. The feelings I have for him are so strong, they've lasted over a century. I think the intensity frightens him.

I don't want to frighten him away, but I'd love for him to love me.

[The funny thing is that the both of them would have been fine if she stuck to kink stuff. But...this is important.]

Right. I can get that. I was just...asking, because...

If it works out, if would you want to date me at the same time?

No pressure, I just...want to establish facts.

[It's funny. The selfish part of him wanted to assure her that he could handle it. The he would do anything to be with her. That he was interested in courting her the most.

But part of him went back to his conversation with Mikado. Her dating him would damage her standing in the community. Socially or politically. And how Mikado said that he would be very cross with him if he were the one to call it off without giving her the choice.]

It was... it was different before. I felt somewhat secure with him. It was something ongoing, that I didn't think needed tending, but I was obviously wrong.

That being said, yes. It would be happening at the same time. I-if... you decided that you wanted to! And I wouldn't blame you or be angry with you if you didn't.

[She nods, nibbling her lip. It's true. There could be damage, but. But. She's already doing what she can. And really, while it is one way to help people, with the politics or whatever, there are other ways.

She takes a deep breath. Another. This is one if the scariest things she's had to do.]

Yes.

My answer is yes.

[Wait, what? No, that...!!! He just posed himself as a bad romantic partner! AND HE IS!]

Are... you certain? I don't want you to feel bad when I have to spend time with Jonathan and not with you. And I... I'm not... a good person.

[Dio turns his eyes away, cringing a little. Please don't make him talk about it.] People will think poorly of it.

They have every reason to.

I know you're not a good person. Not always. But I think you can do great things.

[Masaki lightly touches his cheek.]

We can both date other people at the same time. I wouldn't be able to do this if I made you give up the man you love.

As for the other people...let them. They're not the ones who make me feel cherished, safe, and happy.

[He felt bad. She didn't know how bad he was. Is. But he was afraid that if he told her everything, she would abandon him.]

And you don't mind... my feelings for Jonathan? How much history I have with him? The fact that I live with him still...?

[Truly, he felt better that she would date other people. That... actually made it less awkward, but he'd have to tell Jonathan about it too.]

Before you set your mind on it, I want you to know that there is a possibility that Jonathan won't be okay with it.

[And if he wasn't, Dio would choose Jonathan. It was implied, because he felt that saying it aloud was rather cruel. Implying it at all was rather cruel, but he couldn't lie about that.]

Mind? No. Like I said, you can love more than one person.

[She doesn't know, what he's done. What he could do. Why people may hate, or fear him. She knows this.

And she knows if it came down to it, Jonathan would come first.]

It's okay. No, its not...okay, but he's important to you. I know that.

[She blinks rapidly, offers him a smile. It's a bit wobbly around the edges.]

I'll be okay. I'll still be a friend, to both of you.

[Oh. He'd wanted her to reconsider it, but he didn't want her being sad about that either. Fuck. Fuck! Shit.]

I... suppose if you are determined. I would love to have you.

[Now might not have been the best of times, or it might have been. There was no way to know, but either way Dio was probably about as frightened as Masaki, though for wildly different reasons.]

I will do my best to be worthy of your decision.

[She ducks her head, and nods. Admitting that she wanted to be with him, maybe even marry him one day-that was..

Well. If he rejected her, it would hurt, but she would recover. She hoped.]

That's all we can do, is our best.

[She takes a deep breath, and tilts her face back up. Someone else might have found it funny that she was freaking out the big scary vampire. She didn't.]

But lets put that to rest for now, okay? Lets talk about something else, like...

[She strokes a couple of fingers over her pulse, on her throat. Oh, you know. Lunch. Snacks. Whatever.]

[Many people would no doubt find it amusing that the things that freak Dio out were normal human interactions. Why else would be avoid them so much...?

And then Masaki had to go reminding him that she'd offered to feed him.]

Mmmhhh... [Surely, he could have a little from someone who may one day be his wife.]

Yeah...? You want to talk about it....?

[Dio is something. He really is. She snorts, and shakes her head, smiling.]

Actually...no. I was just going to offer. If you're hungry.

[She shrugs, abashed now. Yeah, maybe she was being a little silly about this.]

Mhhh, if you'd like to. [He was thinking on it, anyway. He could probably do so without seeking any more attention, right?]

It's just... well. You see... I really enjoy feeding, especially when I do so with my mouth. [Oh right, he never told her about finger tentacles. WELP.]

I don't want to make it weird.

You can do it...without your mouth?

[Okay. That's weird. But then again, all she knows about vampires come from books anyway.

No, no, she'll ask that later.]

It's not weird. You're just...having a good meal.

[She swallows. And...]

Go ahead. Pick your spot.

Ah, yes, with my hands. [It's very convenient. Very fast. Not great for small snacks, really.]

A good meal that has me... pressing my body against another person, feeling their warmth as it passes through them and into me. [Oh, he got some shivers at that. Maybe Dio was just easily aroused as it is.]

But first... You made your decision today. Does that mean that it's your birthday?

Huh. Puts a whole 'nother meaning to the word finger food.

[She shouldn't have made that joke but...yeesh. She had to deal with it somehow. Though it was kind of cute, kind of creepy how he got all hot and bothered about blood drinking, she figured she'd be a little like that over some food too.

Especially after these past few months.]

No. I made my decision early. It's still on the ninth.

[He's not thinking of celebrating it or something is he...or that she decided it at the last second? Nngh.]

[Well, he certainly didn't want to be inconveniencing her like this on her birthday. And maybe he would celebrate it, though he didn't have his God Powers or Mikado's body this time to make her any gifts. Maybe he could make something for her...

He gave her a smile then, though he wondered why it was that she didn't wait to tell him. That was fine though, it just meant that he would know ahead of time when her birthday was.]

Was there anything you'd like to do for it? [As he asked, he drew in nearer, a hand going to brush the hair from her neck. He could choose another place to bite her, but it seemed more appropriate there.]

I...I don't know?

[She knew it was for the bite, it was just food but...she felt herself blushing nonetheless. His fault, she thought, that her heart was starting to beat a little too fast.

That was okay though. It was fine. Maybe this wouldn't happen every time.]

I had a few ideas. Make some origami flowers. Look at the stars at night.

That's it.

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[It was his fault, but also... he wanted this to be intimate. If he were going to have a light snack on her, it had to be a form of bonding as well. As such, he pressed his lips and his nose to her throat, sucking in her scent as an arm wrapped around her waist. It looked far more like a lover's embrace than a monster going in for a kill.]

You like flowers...?

[He figured he could work with that. He couldn't ask anyone for anything, but... he'd figure it out.]

[It felt more like a lovers embrace then a creatures snack. She shivered, and her arms wrapped around his shoulders, her fingers lightly catching against his upper back.]

I do. They're colourful.

[She'd been so disappointed when she saw the park was all dead. But that would change. Somehow.]

[Colorful. He could agree with that. He wasn't really much for flowers as of recent, though he loved colors.

Right now, he wasn't going to answer but to give a little 'Mmmhh' in agreement or understanding for the moment, his lips parting as he slid his tongue out from between them to lick at her skin before he finally dug his fangs into her flesh, jaws closing as he began to suck her blood.]

[They could agree that they both loved colorful things. Spring, to her, was a wonderful time of year.

She gasped when he bit down, her fingers digging into his back. It hurt, and she knew it would. But she tried to keep breathing, calm, slow. Keep her body relaxed. If she accidentally struggled, she might excite the predator in him too much.

She knew that much, even if she wasn't sure when to pull him off. If she could.]

[Thankfully for her, Dio had done this enough times now to know when he can pull away. He didn't linger too long, simply using this as a snack to tide him over... or to bond with her a little.

It was a lovely taste though, and Dio lingered, his tongue lapping at her languidly even once he finally pulled his mouth from her neck.

He started to lick at his lips when he finally sat back.]

Mmhh... Thank you, that was lovely.

You're welcome?

[ Even if she did feel light headed, it would pass. The swipe of his tongue had made her shiver, and sag a little in the aftermath.]

You got a little...here, I'll get it.

[Dribbled a bit of blood Dio. But she swiped it off of his chin and offered her bloodied fingertips

Didn't want it to go to waste and all.]

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