IC Inbox/ DIO's Diary

[dioception]

[It is easy enough to send a private message to DIO, but anything written here would be visible only to recipients and to those who hold his book in their hands.]
{I'll pretty this post up more in the future}

Comments

[totallysane]

I'm honestly upset you toyed with his feelings, yes.

And a little upset I expected better of you in regards to him.

[dioception]

Well maybe you all should stop expecting anything better from me.

You'll be happy to hear that I will not be seeing him anymore anyway. So you can be the only one to toy with his feelings.

[totallysane]

You realize he'll cry about that too, right? He'll be all worried about you and upset you won't see him.

You're such a brat, for someone so big.

[dioception]

He'll cry and then get over it. I don't care.

[totallysane]

I hope he does come kick you.

Call me if you get hungry. Or lonely. Or decide to stop being a child.

[dioception]

Whatever.

[totallysane]

Really? That's it? All that talk about owning people and whatever is all you have to say?

[dioception]

Yes.

Did you want me to argue about it?

Do you really think I'm that much of an idiot? I know I don't own you. You do whatever the hell you want. Everyone does.

I'm just frustrated. Leave me be.

[totallysane]

No. I want to be a brat too.

[dioception]

Fuck off.

[totallysane]

You never say that when you're fucking me.

[dioception]

There are a lot of things I don't say when I'm fucking you. You going to point them all out? We'll be at this all night.

Are you trying to make a point other than "gee Dio, you aren't very nice"?

[totallysane]

I'm trying to make the point that you're shooting yourself in the foot.

You have a nice guy who actually cares about you and is willing to go out on a limb to be your friend, and you're rejecting him.

[dioception]

Yes. It's about time someone else was rejected.

Why should you care whether or not we're friends. You're getting what you want, as is he.

[totallysane]

You're rejecting the nicest person in our whole town, and that makes you feel validated somehow?

I care because you're my friend, he's my boyfriend, and you're both obviously unhappy over it.

[dioception]

I do not need your feigned concern, and Sam has other friends.

[totallysane]

That's not really how friendship works. People don't just replace each other.

Plus I went to a lot of trouble fighting for the right to see you and keep you from starving to death. It'd be annoying as hell to lose you now.

[dioception]

Don't worry. You'll see a return on your investment.

[Can you hear the eyeroll from here?]

[totallysane]

I'd better. Making friends is hard work.

[dioception]

[Your ass is just lucky that Masaomi made that deal with him, otherwise he'd come pick you up by your ankle and shake you, little man.]

I'm sure.

[totallysane]

Fine. You don't have to believe me.

But if our deal is really so simple as my blood for your body, why did you tell Sam it was complicated? What's complicated about it, Dio?

[dioception]

It's all very complicated, Mikado. Mostly in that I don't believe I have ever once seen who you really are under all of those masks you wear.

Sometimes I wonder if there is anything genuine left of you at all.

How can I know my relationship to someone when I don't even know the person?

[totallysane]

You saw me. You saw me when I panicked and yelled at you in all caps over Sam. My terror over the idea of losing him was real.

You saw me when I came to you because I thought you needed me, because I thought you might die. That concern was real.

And you saw me when I took advantage of that vulnerability to do something you may not have let me do otherwise. That was real too.

[dioception]

Look, I get it. You want everyone to do what you want, but you're not physically strong enough to, so you lie and act in order to fool people.

I don't care about that. Keep on doing whatever you are doing, but stop acting like you are fooling me. I've spent a century locked in a coffin at the bottom of the sea before, I'm not so desperate for companionship that I'll eat up whatever shit you tell me.

[totallysane]

Sometimes I wish I hated you as much as you think I do.

Do me a favor. Next time just fuck me dry, it'd be about as pleasant as reading that was.